Well one year I was so scuicidal.... 2008...it was the year I lost my dog, Rosie, She died of a puppy getting stuck and it killed her and her two that where born. It was the year I lost my Poppy, Great grandfather. It was a terrible year for me. I remember me telling myself I was going to slit my throat and end it all...but I never did obvisouly. I remember that I just wanted to crawl in a whole and Rott. Also I do believe that was the year I went EMO but now I am full fledge EMO and I do everything but cutt, I have slapped a rubberband and I have burned myself with a ruller. But now I am happier. I have two dogs and I have someone who loves me. I love him so much and I will never let him go unless he chooses to....but I doubt he will ;P I dont hurt myself as much anymore and now I have a reason to get up and live. Him, I love being with him and every secound I'm not my heart aiches untill I am.......WoW that did help a bit...I got to got though Kay bai guys :3
i will never let you go :) because i love you so much . just saying this and reading your comments brings a tear to my eye
ReplyDeleteI know...I am sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you but I was so upset and I just needed to venalate. I know you wouldn't leave me :) You love me more than anything else and I love you more than anything else :) <3
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