Okay well I am anything you think I am. To most I was a Faggot or a B*tch. I use to believe I was one untill he came into my life, Dusty, He makes me smile everyday. When I was in elementry school the kids would call me fish face or faggy and in middle school it was faggot or ugly A*s and in high school they call me ugly or fagg. I cried myself to sleep most nights or I'd think of cutting or dying. then it got so worse that I did hurt myself with rubberbands and a ruler. But then in drivers ED. I met Dusty we didnt talk that much to each other in that class but then we swiched to gym after the marking period was over and we talked alot. Then I hung out at his house one time and we played live on X-Box 360. This guy convinced me finally that I had feelings for him. Then a day later it was Valentines Day, I gave him a poem that asked him out we laughed then he sayed yes. My heart skipped a beat. Now its been like a month since we've been going out. I love him so F*cking much and I know he loves me. I am so happy he is in my life now because now I have a reason to live and see the sun but more importantly see his face. I will love him forever and ever...
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