ME
Jason(my cousin)
Dustin
This is a place where I express my feelings so if you dont care about me then go f*ck yourself ;P jkjk
Friday, March 30, 2012
I love You
The Bright side...
(this is not Rosie but it looks very similar to her)
Well my life is not all dark and grim, I have good memories, Like the time I got Rosie. She was the best, most beutiful, Dog there. She was a Boston Terrier and she lived 8 years. She was my best friend and we would go everywhere together. She was a sister to me. I loved her so much and I know she loved me just as much. Yes I was sad when she passed away but I know that she went to heaven and she watches me everyday and I know when I pass on she shall be waiting at heavens gate for me. Anyway She was the smartest dog you would ever meet, I taught her to open her crate door and to come out when it was shut. I taught her "In" which ment come in the house and "Out" which ment go out of the house(obvisouly). I taught her "Sit" "Liedown" "come" and more. She loved riding in my stepdad's Tractor trailor Truck. She loved to go to the beach and Zoo. I loved her so much and I still do. She was burried at my grandmother's house next to mike, A beagle that was old but he died a few months later, I always visit her when I go over there. I give her a new stick, that I place on her grave, because she loved to chew them up. I know it sounds dorky but Rosie Rose Budd is my sis and I shall never forget her. <333333333
Thursday, March 29, 2012
Maybe telling you guys more about myself will help me calm down
Got to calm down
Blood Donations
.....2 PERIODS LEFT TILL I GET MY BLOOD TOOKEN!!!!!........
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
GRRRRRR!
I feel lonely right now
Dudes and dude ets I haven’t talked to you guys in forever! You guys have not comment or replied to me LoL I aint telling you guys to but it’s lonely in this place without a hand to hold LoL anyways right now I SHOULD DO MY EFFIN PAPER RIGHT NOW ITS DUE TODAY AND I HAVE NOT STARTED IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am so stupid I made a promise to Dusty and I am not keeping that promise by doing this. But it’s just so f*cking when I am such a F*cking *sswhole!!!! And a Dumb*ss
Tuesday, March 27, 2012
I have a "Tabula Rasa" (Blank Mind) right now
Monday, March 26, 2012
LAZY AS SH*T
Ugh...gym....I hate it so....if it was not they only class I have with Dustin then I'd swich....I dont know if I actually can though LoL...but sadly its the only one we got together...sure we see each other through out the day but I am in love dangit! LoL
Song
Dustin
Got the munchies
*stoamach growls* UGH! So hungry right now! its lunch and I am up here in the library! the reason? because I, the dumb*ss, forgot her lunch at home and dont got a single penny on her! I am soo stupid at times! *stoamach growls again* shut up stoamach!!!! ugh hopefully Dusty gots something for me to steel.....Darn....
No Worries
Best day so far
My story PRT 2
....I'm back Sorry bout that but I really only get on at school LoL alright so I want to share something that I've never shared with anyone...alright here it goes....
....Through out my child hood my stepfather has been abusive and very low tolerance. I hate him so much because from what I remember as a kid I shall never forgive him. I remember numerous accounts of him getting angry at christmas time and actually knocking over our christmas tree, like, 5 times. I also remember him abusing my mother numerous times and she has left him, like, 4 times but sadly she came back. Their are more accounts but....I just dont want to talk about it right now...maybe later?....But even though he has done this and I still have a huge grudge against him, he is still my step dad and he can be awesome at times. He has done so much for me and my brothers and my mother and I know he is trying to change but he still looses his temper every once in a while. I geuss what I am trying to say is even though he has done these terrible things he has also done great things and I love him for that. Da you've done these things but I still have a part off me that forgives you....dont destroy it. If you guys want to know more about me then comment down there please....Kay love you guys :3
Friday, March 23, 2012
My life story....
Alright so you guys know me on here but you....well most of you dont know me in person. So here you go....
Well I was born in salem and I've lived here in pennsville my whole life. My mother and father were never married so I am a bastard child, A child who was born to two parents that are unmarried. I was always picked on in school and out of school. I use to cry and yell at them to stop but they never did. Anyways I have had so many dogs. two Rotts, Two boston terriers, A little um long haired dog with white fur(not sure what they are called), One cocker spaniel mixed with king charles, and a pittbull. I have like 20 effin cats at my mommoms LoL they are just like rabbits xD Anyways I always have been the quiet one who sits in the back and doesnt want to talk. I always have my head down. My first grade teacher used to call me Sarah soda LoL and she always picked me to be a example for stuff. Third grade teacher was a B*tch she always said thanks and forced you to say your welcome. She pissed me off alot...and still does. Their was one kid who started "Fish Face" back in 3rd grade. I dont know if he remembers it but i do. I will always f*cking hate him for it. He even had a crush on me in 1st grade so I dunno what happen LoL ...Shit bells bout to ring gtg fin it lata bye!!....
Well I was born in salem and I've lived here in pennsville my whole life. My mother and father were never married so I am a bastard child, A child who was born to two parents that are unmarried. I was always picked on in school and out of school. I use to cry and yell at them to stop but they never did. Anyways I have had so many dogs. two Rotts, Two boston terriers, A little um long haired dog with white fur(not sure what they are called), One cocker spaniel mixed with king charles, and a pittbull. I have like 20 effin cats at my mommoms LoL they are just like rabbits xD Anyways I always have been the quiet one who sits in the back and doesnt want to talk. I always have my head down. My first grade teacher used to call me Sarah soda LoL and she always picked me to be a example for stuff. Third grade teacher was a B*tch she always said thanks and forced you to say your welcome. She pissed me off alot...and still does. Their was one kid who started "Fish Face" back in 3rd grade. I dont know if he remembers it but i do. I will always f*cking hate him for it. He even had a crush on me in 1st grade so I dunno what happen LoL ...Shit bells bout to ring gtg fin it lata bye!!....
Thursday, March 22, 2012
Gaara
Wanna know my life?
one part of My story
Okay well I am anything you think I am. To most I was a Faggot or a B*tch. I use to believe I was one untill he came into my life, Dusty, He makes me smile everyday. When I was in elementry school the kids would call me fish face or faggy and in middle school it was faggot or ugly A*s and in high school they call me ugly or fagg. I cried myself to sleep most nights or I'd think of cutting or dying. then it got so worse that I did hurt myself with rubberbands and a ruler. But then in drivers ED. I met Dusty we didnt talk that much to each other in that class but then we swiched to gym after the marking period was over and we talked alot. Then I hung out at his house one time and we played live on X-Box 360. This guy convinced me finally that I had feelings for him. Then a day later it was Valentines Day, I gave him a poem that asked him out we laughed then he sayed yes. My heart skipped a beat. Now its been like a month since we've been going out. I love him so F*cking much and I know he loves me. I am so happy he is in my life now because now I have a reason to live and see the sun but more importantly see his face. I will love him forever and ever...
Wednesday, March 21, 2012
LoL bored as fudge
AWE
I have a fear that my boyfriend will keep an eye on my blogg now LoL ^w^ So this is dedicated to you Dusty <3 this is how I feel bout you:
I Know You
Monday, March 19, 2012
Had the best weekend
BEST WEEKEND EVER!!!!!!!! I got to spend friday with my boe! then I talked with him on the phone for a whole hour! then sunday we hung out from 1:00-8:00pm! We went to my mommoms and he helped my mom tear apart the ramp that we have been working on for a while and now its finnished. After that he sat with me on the porch and we listened to the birds and cows LoL. then he did something.....I think he wanted to kiss me but....I dont know......he kept bringing his head closer but I hesitated and pushed him back playfully.Then we went to a huge pawn shop called "the expo & market" he and my stepdad saw these old candy machines and where drooling over them LoL I do not know why all I saw was a candy machine that scams your for your quarters LoL. Then I got cliped by a brick wall there and my hand started to bleed a bit. You know what he did(my boyfriend)? he saw it and asked if I wanted to wipe the blood off on his jacket sleeve ^w^ I just said' " Naw I'm good" then I wiped it off on a chair that was for sale LoL. Then we went to my step grandfathers and sat in silence for an hour or two LoL. Then we went home and he held me for an hour as we watched "auction hunters" and "Jeff Dunhamn". Then sadly he had to go home.....but in the car he sat infront of me and I put my hand on his shoulder and he held it with his hand and head. So yeah I shall yell it again.........BEST WEEKEND EVER!!!!!!!!!! Cannot wait to see him! I see him in only ten minutes!!!
AWE!
Thursday, March 15, 2012
I am possibly screwed
Parents might find out about my blogger!!!! DAMNIT! NOOOOO!!! IDK wht I am going to do ! >.<
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
Monday, March 12, 2012
I am stressed
GRRRR!!!!!!
Friday, March 9, 2012
Check em out
My friend on youtube has a awesome account its "Eminemjr95" So check him out if you like eminem
Also my youtube is "Crazypokefan24" LoL
Thursday, March 8, 2012
Wednesday, March 7, 2012
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