My friends are Super heroes

Moe Is always a Super man

Dustin is the light that has brought me out of the darkness

I was a dark soul with no one but myself( untill Dustin came into my life)

Gary is a quick moth'ah Fuck'ah and hilarious as Flash

Makes up for last Monday

This has nothing to do with my post( I just really love Batman).

So this Monday makes up for the last,The cooler incident, because in science we got Snickers!!!!!

Also I just cannot wait for gym! I have to get dressed!! (Sarcasm). But anyways I have been so hyper today and I do not know why. but me and Chloe, My friend, made a joke:

"Mondays are just like Dragon Balls Z... For one your energy has been stored for so long and you get to release it all in one Day.... Also Your a MAJOR blonde!"

Also We kept saying over and over to random kids, " We got to catch them dragon balls and rubb them to getta wish!"  We are such goofs when we are together in school.

So yeah I have had a great Monday so far!! Hopefully it gets better!!

Chilling in the library

So far I am thinking this:

1. Have not eaten my lunch while it's literary outside the door in my locker

2. Bored

3. Cannot wait till school is over, Going to see that new movie "The Raven."

4. Playing the "Bike Race" game on Dustin's Ipod while he is doing work down stairs in uh math I think

5. Loving Dustin as usual

That Moment When...

Wish I Could Live In This Moment Forever

JERKS

People may say they are nice but then they go and stab you in the back. Like how is that nice at all? It isn't! I'm sorry but people are such liers and they only give a f*ck about themselves...

Perfect Match

I think this fitts me and Dustin because we are two entirely different people yet we are exactly the same

Time to bring back some EMO to this page

You

Tears filled my eyes for years...

Sorrow filled my heart for years...

But when you came into my life...

Happiness fills my eyes now...

Joy fills my heart now....

Hmmmnnn If only...

Wish their was a way to get an "A" in gym without participating (: /)

People say...

People Say:

-> that this love wont last....

-> that we, one day, will no longer love each other as we do now.....

->that we will be no more than friends in a year from now....

xXxWell you know what I say? "FUCK YOU! we'll decide whether or not we part"xXx

Just Jamming To "Tourniquet" by Evanesence

I tried to kill the pain

But only brought more

(So much more)

I lay dying and I'm pouring

Crimson regret

And betrayal

I'm dying, praying

Bleeding, I'm screaming

"Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?"

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Do you remember me?

Lost for so long

Will you be on the other side?

Or will you forget me?

I'm dying, praying

Bleeding and screaming

"Am I too lost to be saved?

Am I too lost?"

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

Return to me salvation

I long to die

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My God, my tourniquet

Return to me salvation

My wounds cry for the grave

My soul cries for deliverance

Will I be denied Christ?

(Christ)

Tourniquet, my suicide

I love it when...

I love it when he smiles and looks at me.

I love it when he kisses me.

I love it when he says, "I love you."

I really love it when he says, " I will never leave you."

I HATE MONDAYS

First: in Period one I could not talk, I kept mumbling and tripping over my words.
Secound: Before school I could not stop laughing at absolutely NOTHING.
Third: I went to sit on a cooler(had wheels on it) and it slid out from under me. Everyone asked if I was okay but I didn,t care it was funny and I joked and said, "yeah I am fine thanks." LoL
Hopefully nothing else happens......

Confused Emotions

Slow computer....Bored as hell.....complaining so much is my perfection, most deffently.....worst part it's friday and I should be estatic as f*ck!!! Tommorow I get to hang with Dustin all day!!!

My list that's on my mind right now

Okay:

1.) My computer is soo effin slow!!!!!!!

2.) My MP3 is dead so I am charging it on the computer

3.) I love Dustin soo much!!

4.) I want him to be with me every secound of the day

Roses and Violets

Roses are red
Violets are blue
I'm counting the secounds that I can finally see you

I saw this and smiled because that is soo me (:3)

Love you forever Dustin <3

Love you

"It takes a couple of secounds to say hello but forever to say goodbye."

missing you

Heart pacing

breath racing

All I want is you

Cant get this song outta my head

Yeah
It's my life
In my own words I guess

Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em

But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you
And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you?
What happens when you become the main source of a pain?
"Daddy look what I made," dad's gotta go catch a plane

"Daddy where's mommy? I can't find mommy, where is she?"
I don't know, go play Haile, baby, your daddy's busy
Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gon' write itself
I'll give you one underdog, and you gotta swing by yourself

Then turn right around in that song and tell her you love her
And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her
That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy
Shady made me, but tonight Shady's rocka-by-baby

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

I keep having this dream, I'm pushin' Haile on a swing
She keeps screaming, she don't want me to sing
"You're making mommy cry? Why? Why is mommy crying?
Baby, daddy ain't leaving no more, "Daddy you're lying?

"You always say that, you always say this is the last time
But you ain't leaving no more, daddy, you're mine"
She's piling boxes in front of the door, trying to block it
"Daddy please, daddy don't leave, daddy, no stop it!"

Goes in her pocket, pulls out a tiny necklace locket
It's got a picture, "This'll keep you safe daddy, take it witcha'"
I look up, it's just me standing in the mirror
These stinkin' walls must be talking, ?cuz man I can hear 'em

They're saying, "You got one more chance to do right
And it's tonight, now go out there
And show ?em that you love 'em ?fore it's too late?
And just as I go to walk out of my bedroom door
It's turns to a stage, they're gone, and this spotlight is on
And I'm singing

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

Sixty thousand people, all jumping out their seat
The curtain closes, they're throwing roses at my feet
I take a bow and thank you all for coming out
They're screaming so loud, I take one last look at the crowd

I glance down, I don't believe what I'm seeing
"Daddy it's me, help mommy, her ****** are bleeding"
But baby we're in Sweden, how did you get to Sweden?
"I followed you daddy, you told me that you weren't leavin'
You lied to me dad, and now you made mommy sad
And I bought you this coin, it says 'Number One Dad'?

"That's all I wanted, I just want to give you this coin
I get the point, fine, me and mommy are goin'"
But baby wait, "It's too late dad, you made your choice
Now go out there and show 'em that you love 'em more than us"

That's what they want, they want you Marshall
They keep screamin' your name
It's no wonder you can't go to sleep, just take another ****
Yeah, I bet you you will, you rap about it
Yeah, word, k-keep it real

I hear applause, all this time I couldn't see
How could it be, that the curtain is closing on me?
I turn around, find a *** on the ground, **** it
Put it to my brain, scream, "Die Shady" and *** it

The sky darkens, my life flashes
The plane that I was supposed to be on crashes and burns to ashes
That's when I wake up, alarm clock's ringin', there's birds singin'
It's spring and Haile's outside swinging

I walk right up to Kim and kiss her
Tell her I miss her, Haile just smiles
And winks at her little sister
Almost as if to say

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn
Rejoice every time you hear the sound of my voice
Just know that I'm looking down on you smiling
And I didn't feel a thing
So baby don't feel no pain
Just smile back

Good Day Yesterday!...till I had to go home...

Well yesterday I had an awesome time with Dustin and I broke my curfew rule, I am grounded still..., but anyways Dustin and I had a awesome day! I love him so much. We went to the park and hung there from 4:00-9:00 LoL my curfew for being grounded is 8:00....so yeh my mom was PISSED LoL funniest sh*t ever. She didn't spaz as much but I could tell she wanted to LoL sept I cant wait till I get home....stepdad is off and YIKES I may getta speech. Hopefully Dustin comes over! i am going to tell him to come over my house in gym. If I remember. I have terrible memory :P anyway so far today is a great day!...lets hope it stays that way!!!! (//-^)

Me and Dustin( not really but we have these moments :P)

Getting ready for gym....

next period is gym and I've got like a 25 in it....shut up I know its my fault....but anyway I am going to hopefully get dressed today, that is if Dustin is(I'm praying he is unprepaired), because I am so effin lazy and I hate gym....I hate physical fittness...I am a couch potato dangit!!! and I am proud!! LoL ugh....just wish I didn't have gym that I had, like, heath class or some sh*t...

how I have changed

WoW when I first started my posts were so dark and emo and now they are filled with joy and love :)

Describes me so perfectly because this is how I felt from start to no end

My feelings for Dustin

I love it when...

I love it when Dustin and I listen to music together and I'll put on "When I'm Gone" by Eminem and while we are listening Dustin does the first few lines:

"Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for?
Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for?
When they know they're your heart
And you know you are their armor
And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em"

I don't know if he does it inteentially but it makes me smile and blush everytime.

I love you so effin much

Dustin I love you and I will always and I will never ever want to break your heart because, I  dont know if you noticed but, we are so alike and I may not have been through as much as you have but I'd give anything to take away that pain and I will do anything to make you smile because I love your smile and I love your laugh. I just don't want to loose you so please don't hurt yourself and please don't think those thoughts.

Me

Hmm......Dont know what to talk about (: /) maybe I'll tell you about me....but literally about me and not my like life....kay so um Well I am 16 right now and I LOVE Pokemon! Like that original stuff was my crack as a kid. No lie and I still love it, Raichu was my BF as a Lil girl, And Ash was my homie. Also I love music  Especially "Nickelback" and "Black Veil Brides." My favorite color is Black and Purple and my mood is always mellow, unless you push my buttons, and I am VERY shy. I never talk in school and I always stay away from everyone. I never like presentation assignments and I HATE  having to ask for stuff( it always makes me feel like I am using people just for their money). I LOVE mountain dews!!!! especially the red and green kind. I love pandas, Dinos, and Wolves. They are all my spirit animals and I will always be on the werewolf side of the whole "Werewolf VS. Vampire" Thing. Except for "Twighlight" I hate those movies so much. I know this sounds corny but I will always love my DUSTY BEAR! He is my teddy and I will never throw him away. He is my reason for living and getting up everyday. Love you Duz <3